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~Alice
Tuesday, July 2, 2013
Day Three. 07-02-2013
Today: 07-02-2013
Weight: 115.4
Calorie diet: 500-1200
Calories eaten: 335
Calories left over: 845
Last self harm: 05-24-2013
Weight: 115.4
Calorie diet: 500-1200
Calories eaten: 335
Calories left over: 845
Last self harm: 05-24-2013
Hey guys,
I was under my 500 minimum today I feel so proud of myself.
I almost binged on some snacks again.
Thin will taste wonderful, this has to be worth the follow bones and long necks and the bikinis and hot guys.
If they will notice me.
Since my last boyfriend I have basically found myself to be bi-sexual and nobody knows.
I wish I could tell anyone.
So I told you guys.
Thanks for listening if you are and if your not oh well have fun with your day I'll be on my way back to reality.
Sorry these are short tomorrows will be longer I promise.
~Alice
Day two. 06-1-2013
Today:06-1-2013
Weight: don't know.
Calorie diet: 500-1200
Calories eaten: 822
Weight: don't know.
Calorie diet: 500-1200
Calories eaten: 822
Calories worked off: 293
Calorie total:529
Last self harm: 05-24-2013
Feelings, mood, notes, blog.
Sorry this is a little late.. Today I had frozen yogurt and I starved all morning to keep my calores down and went on two runs, moved all of the furnature in my room and cleaed.. Busy day.
I also decided if I have to cut it will be on the 4th.
I have not the slightest idea why I decided this.
I don't even know why I have this blog..
does anyone read this?
If you do and are anorexic,
Stay strong.
~Alice
Sunday, June 30, 2013
Day One. 06-30-2013
Today 06-30-2013
Weight: 114.7
Calorie diet: 500-1200
Calories eaten: 790
Calories left over: 410
Last self harm: 05-24-2013
Feelings, moods, thoughts, blogging, etc.
Hello guys, as you may know if you have read what I typed above I am under my max calories by 410. I am quite proud of myself for not bingeing to bad today I was quite hungry when I got up but, I took a shower and ignored it until my parents heard my stomach and they asked me if I was hungry... If I said "No." They would have gotten suspicious.
If I said "Yes." They would have made me eat 300 or more calories.
They made me eat a cupcake and a soda.
A Pepsi throwback soda to be exact that is 150 calories and the cupcake was 150.
A 300 calorie breakfast.
For lunch I had a water and gum.
For dinner I had another Pepsi throwback 150 calories, 150 cupcake, 220 chicken and vegetables.
I went on a run a few blocks and burned about 100 calories.
Left over 410 calories that I didn't devour in food I simply drank a glass of water and five minutes of sit ups before bed.
My mother said tomorrow she will take me to get frozen yogurt if I go with her to her job, I don't want frozen yogurt.
I want to get skinny not eat my weight in calories and bubbling fat.
Thin tastes priceless in compare to frozen yogurt.
If I go on a twenty minute walk tomorrow at six am then I could burn off at least 300 and if I don't eat at her work I could pull it off and I'll have 1500 net calories to mess with even though I'll only probably use 600 and have 900 for dinner.
Plenty right?
Weight: 114.7
Calorie diet: 500-1200
Calories eaten: 790
Calories left over: 410
Last self harm: 05-24-2013
Feelings, moods, thoughts, blogging, etc.
Hello guys, as you may know if you have read what I typed above I am under my max calories by 410. I am quite proud of myself for not bingeing to bad today I was quite hungry when I got up but, I took a shower and ignored it until my parents heard my stomach and they asked me if I was hungry... If I said "No." They would have gotten suspicious.
If I said "Yes." They would have made me eat 300 or more calories.
They made me eat a cupcake and a soda.
A Pepsi throwback soda to be exact that is 150 calories and the cupcake was 150.
A 300 calorie breakfast.
For lunch I had a water and gum.
For dinner I had another Pepsi throwback 150 calories, 150 cupcake, 220 chicken and vegetables.
I went on a run a few blocks and burned about 100 calories.
Left over 410 calories that I didn't devour in food I simply drank a glass of water and five minutes of sit ups before bed.
My mother said tomorrow she will take me to get frozen yogurt if I go with her to her job, I don't want frozen yogurt.
I want to get skinny not eat my weight in calories and bubbling fat.
Thin tastes priceless in compare to frozen yogurt.
If I go on a twenty minute walk tomorrow at six am then I could burn off at least 300 and if I don't eat at her work I could pull it off and I'll have 1500 net calories to mess with even though I'll only probably use 600 and have 900 for dinner.
Plenty right?
I think it will be.
~ Alice
Welcome to my blog of my wonderland
Welcome to my little world,
this blog will be based on my journey of life.
**Warning this is triggering to some people**
I am a depressed, suicidal, anorexic, cutter with trust issues, anxiety issues and OCD.
In this blog my name shall be Alice Liddell,
I always enjoyed that name and I wished I was named Alice Liddell then maybe just maybe I would be in the 'perfect' world that I wanted to be in.
My posts will never contain information on where I live, my name or my friends name.
If you figure out who I am keep it among yourself don't post it for it may ruin the happiness I have left.
Alright, since that is settled then I believe I can now begin this blogging session.
- Alice 🎀
this blog will be based on my journey of life.
**Warning this is triggering to some people**
I am a depressed, suicidal, anorexic, cutter with trust issues, anxiety issues and OCD.
In this blog my name shall be Alice Liddell,
I always enjoyed that name and I wished I was named Alice Liddell then maybe just maybe I would be in the 'perfect' world that I wanted to be in.
My posts will never contain information on where I live, my name or my friends name.
If you figure out who I am keep it among yourself don't post it for it may ruin the happiness I have left.
Alright, since that is settled then I believe I can now begin this blogging session.
- Alice 🎀
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